Lately, whenever tragic events and almost-tragedies occur, I have thought about this poem-hymn by John Newton. It seems like it could be paired with 1 Peter 1:3-9, as we grieve with hope these "various trials," which plunge us deeper into the reality that Jesus is our greatest treasure.
Lately, whenever tragic events and almost-tragedies occur, I have thought about this poem-hymn by John Newton. It seems like it could be paired with 1 Peter 1:3-9, as we grieve with hope these "various trials," which plunge us deeper into the reality that Jesus is our greatest treasure.
VERSE 1
I asked the Lord that I might grow
In faith and love and ev’ry grace,
Might more of His salvation know,
And seek more earnestly His face.
VERSE 2
‘Twas He who taught me thus to pray,
And He, I trust, has answered prayer,
But it has been in such a way
As almost drove me to despair.
VERSE 3
I hoped that in some favored hour
At once He’d answer my request
And, by His love’s constraining pow’r,
Subdue my sins and give me rest.
VERSE 4
Instead of this, He made me feel
The hidden evils of my heart
And let the angry pow’rs of hell
Assault my soul in ev’ry part.
VERSE 5
Yea, more with His own hand He seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe,
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Humbled my heart and laid me low.
VERSE 6
“Lord, why is this,” I trembling cried;
“Wilt Thou pursue Thy worm to death?”
“’Tis in this way,” the Lord replied,
“I answer prayer for grace and faith.”
VERSE 7
“These inward trials I employ
From self and pride to set thee free
And break thy schemes of earthly joy
That thou may’st find thy all in Me.”
Wow, I love the honesty. It’s a very fitting and helpful poem. Thank you for sharing, Amy!